This memorial website was created in the memory of our loved one, Jayden Weekes-mckie who was born in United Kingdom on June 09, 2005 and passed away on June 09, 2005 . We will remember him forever. 

 

 

Precious one,
So small,
So sweet
Dancing in
on angel feet
Straight from Heaven's
brightest star
What a miracle
you are! 




I am going to tell you something
I hope you'll never know.
I'll tell you how a heart can break
and tears can constant flow.

I lost my baby boy, you see.
So precious in my eyes.
God chose to take his hand one-day
and led him to the skies.

But please do not forget my child,
he was a person too.
And forever he will live inside
of me and you.

So, please don't ever tell me
that time will heal my pain.
Because not even time,
can bring him back again!

Just tell me he is happy
in that land up way above.
He's snuggled in an angel's wings,
all wrapped up in our love.




Little Snowdrop

The world may never notice
If a Snowdrop doesn't bloom,
Or even pause to wonder
If the petals fall too soon.
But every life that ever forms,
Or ever comes to be,
Touches the world in some small way
For all eternity.

The little one we long for
Was swiftly here and gone.
But the love that was then planted
Is a light that still shines on.
And though our arms are empty,
Our hearts know what to do.
Every beating of our hearts
Says that we love you.


I thought of you and closed my eyes
and prayed to God today.
I asked what makes a mummy
and I know I heard him say...

"A mummy has a baby."
This we know is true.
But can you be a mummy
when your baby's not with you?

"Yes, you can," He said
with confidence in His voice.
"I give many women babies.
When they leave is not their choice.

Some I send for a lifetime,
and others for a day.
Some I send to feel your womb
but there's no need to stay."

I just don't understand this, God.
I want my baby here.
He took a breath or two,

and then I saw a tear.

"I wish that I could show you
what your child is doing today.
If you could see your child smile
with other children and say,

'We go to earth to learn our lessons
of love and life and fear.
My Mummy loved me oh, so much
I got to come straight here.

I feel so lucky to have a Mummy
who had so much love for me.
I learned my lesson very quickly.
My Mummy set me free.

I miss my Mummy oh, so much
but I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep,
on her pillow is where I lay.

I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek
and whisper in her ear,
"Mummy, don't be sad today.
I'm your baby and I'm here." '

So, you see, my dear sweet one,
your child is okay.
Your baby is here in my home
and this is where he'll stay.

He'll wait for you with me
until your lesson is through.
And on the day that you come home,
he'll be at the gates for you.

So, now you see what makes a mummy.
It's the feeling in your heart.
It's the love you had so much of
right from the very start.


Though some on earth may not see 


you're a mummy with a son.
They'll be up here with me one day
and know you're the best one."


An angel once lay beneath my heart,
a promise of life to come;
My little baby was resting there,
yet, would not follow me home.

My tiny precious angel,
had plans unknown to all,
for my Angel heard the voice of God,
and hastened to His call.

My Angel flew on fragile wings,
into the Father's arms,
to slumber there in peaceful rest,
untouched by earthly harms.

So, sleep there my precious child,
till I can come to you;
I'll keep you here, deep in my heart,
till my journey on earth is through.



A Heart of Gold stopped beating,
Two shining eyes at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove
He only takes The Best.
God knows you had to leave us,
But you did not go alone ~
For part of us went with you,
The day He took you Home.
To some you are forgotten,
To others just the past.
But to us who loved and lost you,
Your memory will always last.





Don't cry for me Daddy
I am right here
Although you can't see me
I see your tears
I visit you often
I go to work with you each day
And when it's time to close your eyes
On your pillow is where I lay
I hold your hand and stroke your hair
And whisper in your ear
If your sad today Daddy
Remember I am here
God took me home
This we know is true
But you'll always be my Daddy
Even though I'm not with you
I am Daddy's little boy
We will never be apart
For every time you think of me
Please know I'm in your heart



Each child a gift to heaven,
Their spirits on the earth
To watch and to protect us
As they received rebirth

Rainbows forged in heaven
While angels fill the skies
Gentle love and elegance
Each lacy wing now flies

Gathered on soft pillow
On billowy sweet cloud
The gift of love and beauty
With halos now endowed

Heaven's entrance filtered
With gentle baby wings
That light our way to heaven
With love they always bring

Jesus holds these children
Forever in His Hands
Gently He will let them go
His love across the land

Feel a breeze upon you
Floral scent so sweet
Angel sent from heaven
Love that's ours to keep. 




in memory of jayden

You never said I'm leaving
You never said goodbye
You were gone before I , knew it
And only God knew why
A million times I needed you,
A million times I cried
If love alone could have saved you,
You never would have died
In life I loved you dearly
In death I love you still
In my heart you hold a place,
That no one could ever fill
It broke my heart to lose you,
But you didn't go alone
For part of me went with you,
The day God took you home.




Why God takes the little ones
I swear I'll never know
You had so much life to live
It just wasn't time to go.

For comfort, now, I think of you
With tiny little wings
Up above, in a beautiful place,
listening to angels sing.

You'll never know the pain I feel
The hurt you left behind.
Oh, what I wouldn't give to hold you one more time.

I carried you in my womb,
Then I carried you in my arms
And now, until it no longer beats
I'll carry you in my heart





we didnt know that morning,what sorrow the day would bring,when a heart of gold stopped beating and we couldnt do a thing.

it's still so very clear of that sad day when god called you jayden and took you away.smiles can hide the sadness,tears can be wiped away but the heartache of loosing you will never go away..xxxxxxxxxxxxx
love mummy






how do i write the heartache that follows me each day,how do i speakof silint tears that never go away,the easist thing was loving you the hardest was to part, you always be in my thoughts and forever in my heart xxxxxxx sweet dreams my angel untill we meet again lots of love mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx



I know my baby is in heaven,
Dressed in robes of white,
Where Jesus gently rocks his crib,
And angels sing all night.


Tenderly he holds him,
And gently strokes his hair,
With loving eyes he looks at him,
Glad that he is there.


My friend you may not know this,
Your heart is full of fears,
Where has your little baby gone?
As you shed your angry tears.


Jesus found your baby perfect,
In each and every way,
He called out to your little treasure,
To safely store away.


Your treasures are not here on earth,
They are in heaven above,
With a righteous crown of glory,
Surrounded by our Father's love.



A beautiful little angel showed up to Heaven's gates
Confused and unknowing the plan that for him awaits.
Then another little angel walked up and took his hand
and said, "Please don't be sad you left, you're in the Promised Land." 

"I'm glad to be here but I do not think I was to go,
Perhaps there was a mistake, for my mummy wanted me so."
The little greeting angel gave a sweet smile and said,
"My mummy wanted me too, but to Heaven I was led. 

You see, we do not get to choose when on Earth it's time to go.
He gave us life, love and joy and a mother's womb to grow.
The Lord still needs new angels to guide them down on earth.
To watch over, comfort them, and help them see their worth."
"Is there still a way that I can sleep in my mummy's bed?"
The greeting angel grinned and said, "that luxury you'll keep.
I visit my mummy nightly and softly sing her to sleep.
"
The little angel replied, "then I think I'll like it here.
I'll visit my mummy nightly and weaken her pain and fears.
I love her and will keep her safe at night and in between,
And let her know with a sweet memory that she is still with me."
The greeting angel gave her new friend a big hug and said,
"Until our mummy's meet us here, let's be best angel friends."
"Okay," said the new angel, "that sounds good to me."
 
Then the angels sat and played keeping their mummy's in sight,
Humming the tunes to the song they would sing to their mummy's tonight...




The Empty Womb
I carried you so lovingly,
within my gentle womb...
and little did I realize,
your life would end too soon.


I never got the chance to say
"I love you, little one"...
before I held you in my arms,
your life on earth was done.

The grief is indescribable,
to lose a child this way...
all the many hopes and dreams,
just vanished on that day.


I know I'll see the sun shine bright
upon my baby's face...
when I finally get to heaven,
all my pain will be erased.


We'll soar the skies together,
as angels two by two...
we'll have a sweet reunion;
this mother's dream come true.
xlove you forever jaydenx





I was so excited when I woke up today
I heard my Mummy was coming to play
I washed my wings and my halo too
Cuz that's what Mummy likes me to do


I went to the place where I knew she'd be
It's where she comes to visit me
She comes for comfort in her despair
Oh Mummy, can't you feel me touching your hair?


I'm by your side all through the night
I never let you out of my sight
I was your baby for only a day
But soon we can be together and play


You know we'll never be apart
You'll never let me leave your heart
Mummy I'm not really in the ground,
lift up your head and look around


The clouds, the birds, the raindrops too
these gifts of life were given to you
Don't cry for me Mummy, I know you're here
Please let me wipe away that tear.


I was sent to you from up above
And you showed me the ultimate love
Instead of giving me all of your years
You freely gave me all of your tears

Remember your grandad, the one who died?
he brought me here, I'm by his side
he watches over me and helps me to see
just how much you really love me


So don't be unhappy when you come visit me
I'm the angel above you, up in the tree
And when you leave, you'll never be through
You'll always be my Mummy
And I'll always love you
xxlove you always mummyxx





jayden even though you were only with us for a short while , it does not stop the love and pain that we are all feeling at this moment in time , in 4 weeks your mummy found out that you were on your way into the family which came as a shock

but one that she would never have changed , and the pain your mummy felt when she found out that you wanted to say hello to every one early .

i'll say prayers for you to make sure every one looks after you in every possible way , you may have gone from this world but you will never go from our hearts.

so little man sleep tight until we meet again
all the love in the world
love antie jodie

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx





We do not need a special day
To bring you to our minds.
The days we do not think of you
Are very hard to find.

Each morning when we awake,
We know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heart ache
As we try to carry on.

Our hearts still ache with sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever know.

Our thoughts are always with you,
Your place no one can fill.
In life we loved you dearly;
In death we love you still.

There will always be a heartache,
And often a silent tear.
But always a precious memory
Of the days when you were here.

If tears could make a staircase,
And heartaches make a lane,
We'd walk the path to heaven
And bring you home again.

We hold you close within our hearts;
And there you will remain,
To walk with us throughout our lives
Until we meet again.

Our family chain is broken now,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.

xlove you my little manx





Angel Wings
my precious angel slipped away no one heard a cry
No time for Daddy and Mummy to sing me lullabies my time with you was much too short i had to leave too soon
But love had joined us as i grew inside my Mummy's womb
It wove it's way within our hearts, in all our hopes and dreams,
Until the very purest love became my tiny wings. 

Although I could not stay with you I knew right from the start,
That once you felt your angel's love you'd keep me in your hearts
I'm just a little angel but my time was not in vain.
As dark clouds that surround you give way unto the sun,
My precious parents you will see that any heart will sing, 

If only for a moment it is brushed by angel wingslove always you mummy and daddy xxx




wish I could have said “good-bye”. It sometimes seems unfair
that I never even was able to say “hello”.



I am OK now; everything is better. I miss you and always will,
but I believe we will be together again, in time, for all time. Right
now though, that seems like an eternity. In time, it will be for
eternity.

Please, remember me, use my name, tell all the family and your
friends about me. Never forget me or pretend I didn’t exist.

Thanks for all you did for me. Mummy, thanks for putting up
with the changes in your body; thanks for everything you shared
with me. Thanks for talking to me; I know your hopes and
dreams for me. Thanks for the songs you sang, and for those

gentle pats you gave me while I floated inside. You may not
realize, but the rhythmic contracting of your heart helped me
rest peacefully and reassured me. As I grew, I could feel your
heart beating better and better, and it gave me such a wonderful
sense of comfort.

Thanks for the tears you shed for me. I know you did
everything you could for me and I am fortunate to have you for
my Mother. I am sorry for the pain and sadness you have
suffered.

Daddy, thanks for being there for Mummy and me, It must have
been so hard for you, trying to be strong and brave for Mummy
when you were confused, upset and afraid yourself. I will miss
growing up with you, wrestling, being tossed in the air, just sitting
on your lap learning how to use the TV remote control. Please
don’t ever forget about me. I will not forget you.

If there is something I have learned, it is that you will not find
the answer to the “why” of this, not now anyway. God did not
make this happen, but He will help you live, love and laugh
again. Sometimes that can seem very difficult when you hurt
and so badly want answers.

I want you to live today; be happy. Bring laughter back into
the house. Dare to dream again. You know so much better than
many that life is often too short, too unpredictable. Tomorrow is
never guaranteed.

I would rather this all be a very bad nightmare, but I can do
nothing to change that now. However, you can make something
good out of my death if you use it as an opportunity to love each
other a little more, and reach out. There are so many hurting
people out there who need a hand, or a hug or a “hello” or just
someone to listen. Don’t be afraid to admit you may be one of
them. Be gentle with each other.

On a still, clear night, look for me, out there in the peace and
quiet. Look up, not by the Big Dipper or the Milky Way, but over
there in the corner of the sky. See that small, twinkling star you
never noticed before?

One more thing before I go, thanks a lot for everything you
did for me. Thanks for caring and sharing. Thanks for trying and
for crying. I love you, lots. And MUMMY and DADDY, “good-bye”,
“good-bye for just a little while longer”.

Love jayden xxxxxxxxxxxx




jayden

On the day God took you
I thought that I would die
I wondered where the time went?
I asked alot of whys??

With people all around me
I felt alone inside
From all their words of comfort,
I couldn't seem to hide,
I thought I might be dreaming
That I'd wake and find you here,
I thought "This can't be happening."
As I wiped another tear.

On the day that you were laid to rest
My heart broke yet again,
I wondered if the pain would end,
But mostly, I wondered when??
It's hard to be without you,
At times the days seem long,
Sometimes I just sit crying,
When there's really nothing wrong.
I wish we'd had more time,

Before your life was done.
I hope your resting peacefully,
My precious one .

Today I looked to the sky and wondered
Did my angel get their wings or are you looking down on me?
I know there's not a moment that passes without you in it
But I can't help but wonder, what is it that you see?
Do you see me crying?

Do you kiss the tears as they touch the ground?
Or are you soaring with the other angels?
Do you realize how much I miss you
And how much my heart aches?

Do you know how much dreams of you mean to me?
Or, can anyone tell me how much more my heart can take?
Am I still a mummy
Even though you're not by my side?
Or did I lose that title
On the day that you died?
I wonder all the time
What you would be doing if you were still here
But it only hurts more
And leaves me filled with fear.

I might want to try again someday
But if it happened again, I could never stand the pain.
I don't think God would keep two of my angels
But I don't know if I'm willing to risk it again.
Please know mummy loves you
And would give anything to see your sweet smile
And hold you in my arms,
Even if just for a little while.

I love you more than life itself
And will see you again, when I am called home to stay....
So until then, little man
Keep watching over me and help me find my way.
love you always jayden.




We were chosen to become the family of a very special child.
Who would come to earth from Heaven and visit for a while.
There are mothers who give birth to babies, too good for this world of men.
They touch our lives for a moment, then travel Home again.

This was to become our destiny. And, Why? We need not know.
For a parents’ greatest gift is to nurture and love a child with a
perfect soul.
Our baby was born an Angel and stopped to pause this way,
Blessing us with sunshine, as we thanked the Lord each day.

Our child was like a ray of perfection and could not journey long,
the source of power being God Himself, quietly called our Angel Home.
As we walk in springtime meadows, with nature posing all around,
we see the beauty of our little one in every sight and sound.

Whenever we gaze at this beautiful world, or look at a blue sky above,
we know that Angels are forever
Warming our hearts with their light and love.

X LOVE YOU ALWAYS JAYDEN X



An angel Outside My Window"


An Angel flew past my window last night,
No, I’m sure it wasn’t a firefly.
Nor a star shooting across the dark sky,
And, surely, not a misguided butterfly.
It was an Angel outside my window last night.


An Angel flew past my window at dawn,
Dancing a delicate pirouette on the lawn
All the while singing her heavenly song,
For only a moment then she was gone.
An Angel was outside my window at dawn.


An Angel flew past my window today.
A creature so lovely I begged her to stay.
She smiled, spread her wings, and soared away,
Her brightness replaced by a shroud of gray.
An Angel was outside my window today.


If an Angel flies past your window tonight
So beautiful and thoughtful and radiating light.
Glory to God! For granting the sight
Of His Angel’s brief visit on her divine flight.
If an Angel appears outside your window tonight




Angel Wings
MY precious angel slipped away, no one heard a cry.
No time for Daddy and Mummy to sing me lullabies.
My time with you was much too short. I had to leave too soon,
But love had joined us as I grew inside my Mummy's womb.
,
Until the very purest love became my tiny wings.
Although I could not stay with you, I knew right from the start,
That once you felt your angel's love, you'd keep me in your heart.

I'm just a little angel but my time was not in vain.
As dark clouds that surround you give way unto the sun,
My precious parents you will see that any heart will sing,
If only for a moment it is brushed by angel wings.



Don't tell me that you understand, don't tell me that you know
Don't tell me that I will survive, how I will surely grow.
Don't tell me this is just a test, that I am truly blessed
That I am chosen for this task, apart from all the rest.

Don't come at me with answers that can only come from me
Don't tell me how my grief will pass, that I will soon be free.
Don't stand in pious judgement of the bonds I must untie
Don't tell me how to suffer, don't tell me how to cry.

My life is filled with selfishness, my pain is all I see
But I need you, I need your love
Unconditionally.

Accept me in my ups and downs, I need someone to share.
Just hold my hand, and let me cry and say
"My friend, I care



Sadly Hollow"
Prayer of the Makah Indians

Do not stand by my grave and weep.
I am not there...I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am a diamond glint on snow.

I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awake in the morning hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush,
Of quiet birds in circling flight.

I am the soft star shine at night
Do not stand by my grave and cry..
I am not there...I did not die.


Daddy please don't look so sad,
Mummy please don't cry,
Cause I am in the arms of Jesus
and He sings me lullabies.

Please try not to question God,
Don't think He is unkind.
Don't think He sent me to you,
And then He changed His mind.
You see, I am a Special Child,
And I am needed up above,

I'm the special gift you gave Him,
The product of your love.
I'll always be there with you,
And watch the sky at night
Find the brightest star that's gleaming,
That's my halo's brilliant light
You'll see me in the morning frost,
That mists your windowpane.

That's me, in the summer showers,
I'll be dancing in the rain.
When you feel a gentle breeze,
From a gentle wind that blows,
That's me; I'll be there, planting a kiss on your nose.
When you see a child playing,
And your heart feels a little tug,
That's me; I'll be there, giving your heart a hug.

So, daddy, please don't look so sad,
Mummy don't you cry.
I'm in the arms of Jesus,
And He sings me lullabies.
XX



Little Star

Dear Mr Postman,can you send a letter from me,
I need it sent from up above to my earthly family
Please send it quick, my mummy's sad, I hate to see her cry.
Every night she prays to God and sadly asks him why.

Please let it say, I could not stay, with an Angel I had to go
I'm fine, I'm happy here with the other babies I know
I hope it reads to Daddy, I know you love me too
I miss you lots and all the things that we had planned to do.

nanna, how I'll miss your hugs and kisses planned for me
I know how much you'll miss the growing child that I should be
Close it with, I love you so, I'm with you in your heart
I never really left you see, I was an angel from the start.



Grow, little flower,
reach for the light,
your sweet little spirit
forever will bloom.

Glow, little star,
tucked into the heavens,
cradled with care
in the curve of the moon.

Blow, little leaf,
to a beautiful someplace
safe in the sheltering
arms of a breeze-

Know, little one,
that you'll always be with us...
forever held close
in our love's memories.

love you forever


in a baby castle just beyond my eye,
my baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.

who am i to wish him back,
into this world of strife,
no, play on my baby,
you have eternal life.

at night when all is silent
and sleep forsakes my eyes
i'll hear his tiny footsteps come running to my side.

his little hands caress me, so tenderly and sweet
i'll breathe a pray and close my eyes and emrace him in my sleep.

now i have a treasure, that i rate above all other, i have known true glory- i am still his mummy...



Oh Mummy, my mummy
I touch your tears
invisible fingers
soothing your skin
I know you think of me so often
in the day, in the night,
in your dreams

going into an empty nursery
knowing I'll never be there
but I am...in your heart
in your soul, I shall always be
for you gave so unselfishly
of yourself.

Inside of you, you created
such a world for me
a world of laughter, of love
of sadness, of sorrow
every emotion people come to know
you shared with me.

And even though I may never
feel your arms around me
I felt your heart beating,
like a lullaby, singing me to sleep
and your spirit giving me a safe haven
already protecting me
preparing me of things to come.

But sometimes the journey
of life pulls souls apart
and yes, I had to go on
to another place.
I wish I could stay
I wish this was a decision
I could make
and I know you do too.

Know this wherever you are:
I will always remember
that yours was the first love
the first joy, the first soul
I will ever know
you gave me the courage to
go on in my journey
I hope I can do the same
for you
Your heart beat will always
call me to you.





Mummy, please don't mourn for me;
I'm still here, though you don't see.
I'm right by your side
each night and day
and within your heart I long to stay.
My body is gone but I'm always near
I'm everything you feel, see or hear.
My spirit is free,

but I'll never depart
as long as you keep me alive in your heart. I'll never wander out of your sight--
I'm the brightest star
on a summer night.
I'll never be beyond your reach--
I'm the warm moist sand
when you're at the beach. I'm the colorful leaves
when fall comes around,
And the pure white snow
that blankets the ground.

I'm the beautiful flowers
of which you're so fond--
The clear cool water in a quiet pond. I'm the first bright blossom
you'll see in the spring;
The first warm raindrop
that April will bring.
I'm the first ray of light
when the sun starts to shine,
And you'll see
that the face in the moon is mine. When you start thinking
there's no one to love you,
You can talk to me
through the Lord above you.

I'll whisper my answer
through the leaves on the trees,
And you'll feel my presence
in the soft summer breeze. I'm the hot salty tears
that flow when you weep
And the beautiful dreams
that come while you sleep.
I'm the smile you see on baby's face.
Just look for me, Mummy,
I'm everyplace !
xlove jaydenx











OVER THE RAINBOW

It's not a place you can get to
By boat or by train
It's far far away
Beyond the moon
Beyond the rain



Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
Theres a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby



Oh yes Heaven is a beautiful place
And I thank God for that every day
I know he is with me and Guiding me
As I continue my journey called grief
Which has left me with a broken heart



Dorothy's journey continued over the rainbow
So has jayden`s...just a little past beyond
The Wizard of Oz and grief have so much in comman
And so the story and my journey continues on



Sometimes this journey seems long and winding
Just like the yellow brick road
Sometimes I feel i have lost my way
And feel like I am carrying such a heavy load



Just like Dorothy met the Scarecrow
The Cowardly Lion
And the tin Man
As she went along her way
I too have met many compassionate people
But I have lost just as many
Who choose to shy away



Just like the Scarecrow wanted a brain
I think I could use a bigger one too
To hold my memories of sweet yesterdays
And remember everything we did with you



Just like the Tin Man wanted a heart
I think I could use a new one too
As mine is broken in a million pieces
Some days I just don't know what to do



Like the Cowardly Lion who wanted some courage
I too want some
To help me climb this hill
To help me keep moving through this world of grief
When the whole world seems to be standing still



When the poppy flowers made Dorothy tired
The Scarecrow was going to pull her along
I too need friends
To be by my side
To listen and help me be strong



If only this story was true
And jayden could click his shoes
Three times or four
And say "Theres no place like home"
And he would be back in my arms once more



If only I could wake from this bad dream
And go back in time
And have jayden here once more
And leave this thing called grief behind



But since life is not a Fairytale
And my wishes cannot come true
We will remember him
And all that he was
'Our little man'
We will always love you



Yes jayden is somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
In a place that I heard of
x Once in a lullaby x







FOR YOU MUMMY XX
Sorry I didn't get to stay.
To laugh and run and play.
To be there by your side.
I'm sorry that I had to die.
God sent me down to be with you,
to make your loving heart anew.
To help you look up and see
Both God and little me.

Mummy, I wish I could stay.
Just like I heard you pray.
But, all the angels did cry
when they told little me a goodbye.

God didn't take me cause He's mad.
He didn't send me to make you sad.
But to give us both a chance to be
a love so precious .. don't you see?

Up here no trouble do I see
and the pretty angels sing to me.
The streets of gold is where I play
you'll come here too, mummy, someday.

Until the day you join me here,
I'll love you mummy, dear.
Each breeze you feel and see,
brings love and a kiss from me,
xxxLove you always mummy fromxx

xjaydenx












Why God takes the little ones
I swear I'll never know
You had so much life to live
It just wasn't time to go.

For comfort, now, I think of you
With tiny little wings
Up above, in a beautiful place,
listening to angels sing.

You'll never know the pain I feel
The hurt you left behind.
Oh, what I wouldn't give to hold you one more time.

I carried you in my womb,
Then I carried you in my arms
And now, until it no longer beats
I'll carry you in my heart






once wrote a poem about love
It was about an angel I met from up above

For you my sweet angel I would die
I'd pick all the stars from the sky
And give them all just for you
To let you know how much I love you

My angel I'll love you thru all eternity
I would do anything for you sweetie
I wrote this poem from my heart
To let you know your my sweetheart

Please stay with me forever
Take my hand and lets be together
Lets fly up to the heavens above

Quietly I'm remembering you
in the silence of my heart.
Each thought of you, a treasure
while we are now apart.

At times I'm filled with longing;
Your face I'd love to see,
To feel your warmth, to hear your voice,
to have you here with me.

But God has a plan; He created you
and numbered all your days.
May he hold you in His loving arms
and surround me with His grace.

With the hope of reunion in Heaven one day,
I entrust you to His care.
Cherished memories of you live on in my heart.
Your life is a gift we share.




youve just walked on ahead of me xx


You've just walked on ahead of me
And I've got to understand
You must release the ones you love
And let go of their hand

I try to cope the best I can
But I'm missing you so much
If I could only see you
And feel your gentle touch

Yes, you've just walked on ahead of me
Dont worry I'll be fine
But now and then I swear I feel
Your hand slip into mine





I just want one more day with you 
I'm so sad and depressed
Is all I want to do is rest
I go to sleep at night
But my dreams I just can't fight
And wonder if there is anything I could have said
I wish you were still here
But I know that you are still near

I love you more than you know
I just wish you didn't have to go
I just want one more day with you
And I know thats what you would have wanted too

I miss you more and more each day
There is so much more we had to say
I know I will see you again




Mum, Please Listen

Mum, please listen to me
as I take the time to write.
I see parents struggling daily,
Their pain is such a fight.

All of us who've gone
and left the rest of you behind,
We're okay, Mum, I promise,
Heaven is beautiful and God is kind.

You used to tell me that one day
God would call and take you home.
You told me you'd make me strong,
So I would stand tall when alone.

But things happen, Mum
That does not go in our plans,
I wasn't scared, Mum,
When God held out his hand.

I didn't want to leave you.
I didn't have time to say good-bye.
When the Angels said, "come with us"
There wasn't time to ask why.

I've watched you daily Mum,
It hurts me to see you cry.
I don't want you to be unhappy,
Just because we didn't say good-bye.

Tell others what I'm telling you,
So many parents need to know.
That Earth was just a lay over,
We had another place to go.

I know you miss me Mum
I know your heart was broken in two.
But God really needed me
Because my earthly life was through.

I'm always alongside you,
I smile and touch your hair.
I whisper "Mum, I love you"
You just can't see me there.

I'm the one that gently touches you
On your shoulder when you're sad.
I'm happy now that you finally found
God again, and are no longer mad.

Tell the parents, Mum, for me
That all of us kids are okay.
God had plans for our lives
When he called us home that day.

I love you Mum, I always will
And remember I'm not far away.
We're going to be together
When God calls out your name.

Author Unknown

Why God takes the little ones
I swear I'll never know
You had so much life to live
It just wasn't time to go.

For comfort, now, I think of you
With tiny little wings
Up above, in a beautiful place,
listening to angels sing.

You'll never know the pain I feel
The hurt you left behind.
Oh, what I wouldn't give to hold you one more time.

I carried you in my womb,
Then I carried you in my arms
And now, until it no longer beats
I'll carry you in my heart

jaydens funeral song
Fly, fly little wing
Fly beyond imagining
The softest cloud, the whitest dove
Upon the wind of heaven’s love
Past the planets and the stars
Leave this lonely world of ours
Escape the sorrow and the pain
And fly again
Fly, fly precious one
Your endless journey has begun
Take your gentle happiness
Far too beautiful for this
Cross over to the other shore
There is peace forevermore
But hold this memory bittersweet
Until we meet
Fly, fly do not fear
Don’t waste a breath, don’t shed a tear
Your heart is pure, your soul is free
Be on your way, don’t wait for me
Above the universe you’ll climb
On beyond the hands of time
The moon will rise, the sun will set
But I won’t forget.
Fly, fly little wing
Fly where only angels sing
Fly away, the time is right
Go now, find the light

I Said a Prayer for You Today I said a prayer for you today And know God must have heard I felt the answer in my heart Although He spoke no word! I didn't ask for wealth of fame (I knew you wouldn't mind). I asked Him to send treasures of a far more lasting kind! I asked that He'd be near you At the start of each new day; To grant your health and blessings And friends to share your way! I asked for happiness for you In all things great and small. But it was for His loving care I prayed the most of all!